Just be yourself?

 


Have you guys always told of "Just be yourself". 

"Just be yourself?" I don't know who the hell I am. I DON'T KNOW. I don't know who I am. 

Idk if I'm fighting the demons anymore or if I'm the demon. Not to self diagnose but something is terribly wrong.

What's my character? I don't know. If I have to go through anymore character development, my character is definitely gonna turn into a villain.

A morning person or a night person? Bro I'm barely what you call a person.

I act accordingly to the voices I hear in my head. You know sometimes talk to myself and we both laugh. I'm definitely an "???" era person. I am not the same person 1 movie ago or 5 seconds ago. I may look normal but I meow back to cats and we both go on a conversation. Somebody knew I'd be too powerful if I was stable and had communication skills.

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Sorry just acting accordingly to the art of self-sabotage:)




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